Hey y'all. This week has been weird for me I'm not going to lie. I found out I have more health problems than I thought, I let my room cluttered and get messy, and I dreaded the weekend duty coming up. I didn't read my bible almost at all. I watched Netflix, I was unproductive, and I didn't want to reach out to God. When I get in a rut I never want to ask God for help because I wasn't diciplined enough to read my bible, or intentionally pray. When I am in that place I don't think I deserve any help from God. And in a way, I'm right, I don't deserve anything. But that's the beauty of our savior. He didn't send his ONLY son to die on a cross for us because we were good, self disciplined people. He sent his ONLY son to pay the price of our sins because God loves us unconditionally. Today I was reading Genesis 32-35 and read the story of Jacob wresting with God. I pray that if you feel like you have been questioning God's existence, if you believ...